We spend years - decades - developing ourselves, nurturing our personalities. Defining who we are.
And then something happens - snap - and it all gets turned upside down.
We try, so hard, not to let it. But it does.
So we keep working. And keep working...
And I think it has to be a process.
I often wonder how long it will take before there is not that constant before vs. after comparison. Going with the flow and accepting that this my new normal.
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I haven't even started my Copaxone yet, but it is hard not to think about the little things that are now part of my daily reality.
If I am out for the evening, my meds come with me - needle, sharps container, and all. What if I go to the movies? To a concert? It seems as though my drug-company paraphernalia will be accompanying me to many places indeed.
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Sometimes, when you are not feeling so great mentally, you need to do something physically to make you happy.
I've been feeling very dull, very blah, and very tired lately. So, I checked myself out of bedtime-duty and headed out in search of a pop of colour.
If it provides even a second of smiling, then it's worth a shot:
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